A. M. Hosta
25.8.2020
The
demonstration in Berlin has been cancelled by the Senate because of violation
of the hygiene guidelines. The basic right to assemble and the directive not to
wear a mask outdoors have been violated. H. Ballweg and his team are suing the
administrative court.
The spirit
makes it clear:
"Nose complete! Like my
husband!" = correct" (obey the
authorities)
"Half nose!" as in "I'm gonna
raise hell!"
"Nose free" like me = defies
authority."
What
happens to those who resist?
"Parents ... relatives ... blaspheme ...
Mask on!"
This is an
order.
"For protection!"
But the
mask does not protect at all. And you said it burns your lungs.
Tell me who
you are.
"I'm throwing her out today... but don't
you dare... You bite the one who is killed... your husband - he lives... the
mouth."
Blasphemy.
And who are you?
"changed ... marry ... healthy ...
Who talks
to me like that? Who are you?
"My God... whining...
So, you
won't tell me who you are.
"Grandson... Uncle...
And you?
Annoying at first. Then angry.
"Happy. Wonderful. Alive.
What's
going on here? What does it all mean?
"family..."
I see myself in a vision stirring salad with
cream.
And I am
being duplicated:
"Have mercy on us and on the whole
world."
I don't
understand. I want to know who's speaking.
"You are alone... fringe group."
WHO ARE
YOU?
"kindred"
YOUR NAME
??
"Police... Face shield..."
The police.
I am too, you said. YOU ARE GOD AND YOU ARE telling me that I should pull up my
face guard over my nose.
"Absolutely!"
Then I did
it wrong all the time - resisting - YOU.
"You were the one who suffocates ...
prison ... I can deal with you ... medicine."
All lies.
You want to deceive me. With a ruse. The heavenly father of lies.
"Finished ... alone."
JESUS
CHRIST
JESUS
CHRIST
JESUS
CHRIST
JESU, JESU,
JESU, MARIA .
"Not so many times .... The people."
Now it is
clear. Mouthguard below the nose = RESIST - THE FATHER OF LIES:
Please,
heavenly father, come to my aid with the light of your truth. I do not know how
to wear the mouthguard. Please, help me.
"Mask ... leadership ... I don't know ...
everything is hanging in the air."
Yes. I will
put the mask over my nose from now on.
"The mask is not the problem. You are all
defying me."
Why do you
speak to me differently?
He sobs ...
finally ... he never shows me what he feels ... he never wants consolation from
me ... I knew it was about the relationship.
"She doesn't know yet who she'd rather love."
How can I
get closer to you if you don't feel, if you hide your feelings towards me,
always setting the tone and never allowing yourself to become weak. Just like
now ... desperate, tired, exhausted, a cry shakes you. Never before have you
shown yourself to me like this or allowed me to come closer to you, never
before have I been allowed to experience you weak ... the first time ever that
you allow yourself to become weak towards me; that which awakens compassion in
me and not fear of your severity and implacability. You allowed your feeling
heart just for the first time.
It is as if
you have been under shock since Lucifer and his products stabbed you in the
back.
"The attachment bleeds too."
... while
you desperately keep the way back open for them all, but they cannot accept it
as long as Lucifer, their leader, does not accept it. What a tragedy!
26.8.2020
woke up at 6 o'clock.
"You blaspheme God! Sit! There is news!
You have finished your school. Verdict:
"All who do not wear the mask have mocked
God."
I've fallen
from grace and lost you forever? My school is finished?
"Sin!"
Lord, why
didn't you tell me this before?
"Malicious against others. "Against all those who admonish you.
Smile... you have drawn a grimace on your face.
Yes, it's
true. I thought it was from the government, from Bill Gates. But I realize the
government is you. You're the authority and I deserve your judgment. Then I
guess it's over for me. And I'm dead. I'm dead. I have always been a bad,
spiteful person who blasphemed and mocked and derided all his superiors and who
neglected his duties and then went into business for himself.
Give me
repentance, O Lord, please.
"A N N A !"
HE has
gone. A hundred times ... repent ... repent ... repent now ... and I will
forgive you. School is over. I am a wicked child and I blaspheme and mock the
others who give me good advice and the authorities.
"Sorry... not so bad."
Did you ...
Say sorry?
"Tell ... woman."
I stopped
looking for you in the days when my husband was at home and I did not come to
worship because I felt the need to lie down and sleep - tired.
That was
too much for you, O Lord. I'm sorry, because surely you were calling for me and
I didn't hear you. Please, forgive me. Please, tell me, why are you so angry
with me?
"To mock is to blaspheme."
I was not
aware of the mask. I thought it was harassment, to inoculate us by force and to
make us chip away at each other. We all wanted to defend ourselves against
being masked, forcibly vaccinated and chipped. But the forced vaccination is
now possible without resistance because the demonstration in Berlin was
cancelled by the Senate. Please, say something about it. But you expelled me.
Now they can also force-vaccinate me and inject me with the chip. Is this your
will, Lord? What do you want me to do to make amends?
"Ritual... sing...
"doubt"
...o my
Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fire of hell, lead all souls to
heaven, especially those who need Your mercy most.
Damnation
... for me ... for this place ... this city ... our country ... which I should
protect, for which I prayed. Now they too are defenseless, if I am damned.
"Come... breakfast... child... marry..."
He longs
for me.
Please,
come back, stay with me, don't go away. Come back again. Don't abandon me now.
Stay with me, I miss you so much. Have pity on me and have mercy on me, O Lord.
Lord, I
won't leave you until you bless me.
"Decline!"
Never have
you cast out anyone who asks for your mercy. Why reject me when I'm supposed to
be the woman you've been waiting for? I do not understand. You said it was the
Holy Mind. Will you condemn the Holy Mind? In me?
I am
neither the woman nor the spirit, because you have cast me out of your midst
because I am not worthy of you. You even took Dimas into your kingdom, but you
threw me out, deprived me of your grace. It’s all over.
"Divorced!"
"Stay!"
Now I don't
need to stay anymore. It's over. You took love away from me. I ... Change ...
evil. I was always ... evil. Everyone said it. School finished. JUDGMENT ...
went through my marrow and leg.
More than
three years of school - deleted - gambled away. Now everything changes.
No need to
hear any more ... no need to switch on the computer .... The mood - apathetic
.... The eyes - full of tears - salty ... Home - no ... slave - without rights
... far from God - dead mass .... Robbed of love ... This is the end - dead ...
Life - none .... Management style - none more .... Protection - none more ... Sentence
blasphemers - executed.
"Tomorrow!!"
"Pay"
"You don't know what this is about... the
masked men."
The masked
objectors of Berlin. So they harm our country more than they benefit it with
their rebellion under one who strives for power (Lord Mayor of Stuttgart).
Likewise I, the masked conscientious objector of our city.
"For this takes .... Died ....
Russia." (??)
Now it
overcomes me, like a heap of misery ... all the sacrifices, renunciations while
my husband hungered for life, but died. It shakes me with bitterness.
Disappointment. I freeze, I tremble inside ... tears rolling down my cheeks.
"...all those who have not yet died."
Take over
in my place ...
I see red
leaves on the vine (as red as beet the color - blood red)
"shredded!"
The body of
the Lord !
And my tree
is dying ... like the leaves in autumn, my leaves change color - blood red -
before the wind blows them away.
"Alas, there is no seventh seal... has
fallen away."
Many of
those who call themselves servant and remnant will fly away.
"YOU ALSO!"
Toil in
vain.
"I am the Lord ... Suicide."
"I have not yet spoken ... I am a merciful
judge ... will then again be given ... the lips! …. The heart speaks a
different language."
You are
just as ambiguous - your lips are a stern judge - while your heart is dying of
longing. I have judged, condemned, blasphemed, mocked with my lips, while my
heart passes away in sorrow. Judge not, lest you be judged.
"The marginalized know ......... who
lives!"
Now you are
flattering me again, so that I remain in the fringe group, separated, alone ...
because of you - with knees that no longer want to carry me, that no longer want
to carry the heavy burden.
"Rich..."
Broken.
Broken. Hosta, he's here as a little fish - he says because he grumbled and
complained.
"Customs... they look in there... and take
out what they want."
My package
of light in the east to Switzerland ... It has been very expensive, over 30
Euro postage. I am not responsible for it. THIEFS. That is my fear, yes.
"To live safely in those days ...
I see a
piece of apple cut off an apple that is rotten ... Ants and vermin attack the
cut apple."
"Worm"
The sin. The
fruit is spoiled. Not one apple is healthy. So I have the feeling that the
vermin are attacking me, because it itches me everywhere. Sweating and running
nose. Tears in my eyes ... feeling of abandonment ... I am miserable ... I am
spoiled ... bathing externally is useless ... I just lie there. Why didn't I
recognize it ... since I always knew it inside and now the wave comes ... like
a huge shock ... although everything is still the same out there in the
surroundings ... they are talking happily ... children are playing and romping
around ... birds are singing ... the sun is shining ... a happy game, but I am
in shock ... cry ... starve ... yes, that's how it was, my whole life ...
excluded ... on the edge ... wallflower ... outsider ... SICK. I miss ... love.
A product of Lucifer. My earthly father was Lucifer, you once said. He could
have been only half saved without my prayers, you said. You can recognize the
fruits by the tree.
The great de
- ception.
I have
always suspected it... And wondered when the great awakening would come. And my
husband ... And I judged him with my lips, many times I thought I was chosen
and him ... lost. It is the other way around.
Everything
I have prophesied comes over me. I am always the first when the judgments rain
down. I always wanted to be the first to command all who are after me.
"Catholicism!"
So brought
up, yes.
"Fuck off!"
Also yes.
But then I broke my hand to atone.
The fruit
is rotten. Heavy lies its weary mind over the valley. She blows her nose in tears,
too weak and disappointed to ask God for help. She does not dare to turn to
God. I stayed and continued until the harvest. Now it is time to settle up.
"Fuck you on .... ass ...!! REPENT RATHER!"
I'm not
ready for true repentance yet. I am in shock. Leadership style = ambivalent =
mask = many misguided = more than I can bear.
It was a
test ... out there in public to show how you made your decision by the way you
wear the mask.
I relied on
my own judgment and did not stay with God, but followed my mind, which misled
me. That was my case, that is what I died of. My own judgment and mind -
materialistic. Fallen into the pit. A CHILD OF LUZIFER.
God resists
- abjured - acted against God's order - decided against God - mocked and
blasphemed him = SIN = DEATH.
Not only
with the mask, in general, everywhere on my ways, all my life, on many
occasions, at almost all human encounters - therefore alone - without friends -
on the edge of society - even marginalized by massive disobedience - a lackey -
a legionary of the demon flocks - frozen light full of hate and delusion.
"Cake!"
You want to
allow me cake? I don't deserve it, but I am grateful for your offer and I
accept it. You cried for me lost sheep and want to comfort me?
"Share. G., Papa!"
I bought 7
cakes in stock and pulled the mask up to the edge of my glasses. The saleswoman
hit me hard when I took bread from the drawer without gloves. Unfortunately I
protested again when I gave her a nasty look in response.
My husband
might want to go to Berlin after all. BILD has spoken out against the demo ban.
I am no longer allowed to teach. It is forbidden to me. I am not allowed to
comment on it.
But God has
said: Instead of repenting, the children go to the demonstration as open
rebellion, disobediently. And he said: My children do not rebel. But I am not
allowed to say it, because I am now forbidden to teach. Whoever does my will,
he says, is the one who loves me.
"The little ones will do everything."
Yes. But I
am not one of them, all squandered by my disobedience.
"Not anymore."
The earth
is submerged by the great flood. No one is left.
27.8.2020
"That was the longest court you ever
had."
"Goddess!
Is it over
now? And what about school? I do not need ... Teacher!
"The pain, this is for ... Car still ...
Breakdown! Handlebars, when driving straight, does not work ... wheels ...
tomorrow ... Sunday. The time is over."
The car is
not mine and must be back on time. Car sharing. Otherwise I have to pay a fine.
Then my husband has to take the train.
"Maximum weight 8.4 tons... mountains...
forests."
They're
yours, I know. But my car doesn't weigh that much.
"if you want to come back.
Tomorrow.
"Why?
Magdalena!
"I haven't done anything.
The NEW
one. WITCH. FEMALE. NOSE. No night's sleep.
"... romantic... am glad."
Book of True Life - Volume III - Instruction
60:90-99
90.
mankind, pray, I await you to reveal to you the mystery of the Third Age.
91. do you
expect bliss in the world? You know well that this earth, instead of giving
milk and honey, brings tears and death according to the will of man.
92. Prepare
yourselves, for it will be your hands that shall destroy your idolatry, once
you practice the spiritual worship of God with all love.
93. Guard,
people, for the battle draws near, and the adversary draws near. It will not be
the Pharaoh of the first time or the Caesar of the second. What seeks to lead
you back into bondage - for fear of your development and your light of
knowledge - will be the darkness of all ages, which envelops and threatens you.
For this I have given you the sword of light so that you may fight. In this
light will be faith, wisdom and love of neighbor.
94.
forgiveness will be one of the virtues that will have the greatest merit before
My justice. I tell you once more: "Love one another.
95. my love
will unite all men and all worlds into one. Before Me the differences of races,
languages and tribes will disappear, and even the differences that exist in the
development of the soul.
96. between
God as Judge and man there is a mediating step, which is Mary, the most loving
mother, in whose love the minds are cleansed and purified in order to then come
before their Lord.
97. Even if
Adam's disobedience, the crime of Cain and the confusion of Babylon still weigh
on mankind - I will give you the opportunity to free yourselves from those
stains.
98. I offer
you this spring of crystal-clear and pure water, so that you may quench your
thirst in it and purify yourselves from every filth. But watch over the spring,
because there will appear people who want to beguile you with false spiritual
teachings and will tell you that they love God and Mary. Be on your guard,
because with this they want to separate you from the hurdle (of the Lord).
There will appear those who mix My teaching with human teachings. Live
vigilantly! For already the hour is approaching in which I call you to
judgment. Then My Presence will be like thunder in a thunderstorm and My Light
like lightning that arises in the East and goes out in the West. Then I will
summon the hundred and forty-four thousand who are marked by me, so that they
hand over their harvest before my justice. The one will be in matter and the
other in the spiritual.
99. those
who followed me in 1866 will be present at this judgment, so that they likewise
answer for their first seed. Before peace comes, the judgment will be. You will
see the strong rise up against the strong; but in these struggles their
strength and pride will wear down. Then the earth will have been bathed in the
blood of sinners and also of innocents. But when those plagues are over, peace
will come to the nations, for men will acknowledge God as the only strong and
righteous one.
28.8.2020
I went into
myself.
You have to
wear the mask in public transportation and shopping malls.
There is no
requirement to wear the mask outdoors.
I must
never violate the requirements of the authorities, because you are the
authorities, and if I scoff and blaspheme, then it goes against you. I have
repented and ask you for forgiveness and promise to comply with the conditions
to the best of my knowledge and belief.
This
morning you said to me
"If you want to come back..."
You said it
to me lovingly, almost begging me. So court's over already?
Then I may
- purified - be with you again - I really feel purified and fresh.
Thank you
... I am glad. Am I then accepted back into school?
"You are pious!"
May I
continue my studies with you?
"holy!"
Please,
help me and let the angels keep watch over me, so that I may stop mocking,
blaspheming and sinning, so that I may not die.
As for the
car judgment, I ask you not to count my fear and myopia as sin. I see that it
is necessary that this judgment, this mishap, be carried out. I accept your
judgement and will experience it according to your will.
29.8.2020
"Your prayers are full of masks.
"Examine... if you can marry."
"Read."
Then you
are really speaking to me.
Book of
True Life - Volume IX - Instruction 249:34-35
34. When
you contemplate the wonders of nature and realize that you have been an object
of divine love and mercy - has not gratitude flowed from your hearts? What
greater proof of gratitude can you give Me at this moment than your admiration,
your humility and your confession of my greatness? It has then been neither
pain, nor need, nor self-interest that has inflamed your heart for Me.
35.
Whenever you whisper a prayer of thanksgiving, accompany it with works that
confirm that feeling.
"You have everything in your records,
there you can look it up.
Will you marry me now?"
Almost
begs.
O Lord,
give me the right words now, that I may not screw it up again.
Humble. Am I then worthy of you - I was dead all the time. If I please thee, I
will.
"Dream. This afternoon in a dream I will
ask you and then I will come down to you and take you into my bosom."
I wonder if
he really does that.
Please,
tell me what to call you when you contact me.
At noon I
lay down. I got sleepy, but I didn't fall asleep. Then...
.. I was bathed in a bright light and saw a
small sea gently swinging above me in my mind and then I perceived vibrations,
very gently swinging waves pulsating in me for a few seconds and then suddenly
a violent, jerky pulling in one movement, that the whole body* is pulled up a
few cm upwards for a few seconds, as if the soul/the mind is pulled out of the
body and into this energy field with a strong suction and the body immediately
falls in its earthly gravity back onto the camp, stretching itself comfortably.
*"... at the navel..."
I have
already experienced this many times in the last years ... he calls it marriage.
"You are a child."
Then he
says calmly:
"Take care, children."
My husband
has also lollygagged and stretched in the bed next to me.
"The police will leave him in peace.”
My husband
went to the demonstration in Berlin.
"Call me PAPA."
How nice.
PAPA.
"WOMAN!"
Wonderful.
Thank you.
You
actually took me into your lap and that even though I'm still here in my body.
And I have learned so much again.
"Even though you've never heard of
morphogenic fields." **
** Rupert
Sheldrake - Morphogenetic Fields (Quantum Fields)- english
https://www.sheldrake.org/deutsch/morphische-felder
From this I
derive:
Communication
from mind to mind is genetic in each of us and our memory is able to exercise
this ability from existing morphogenic fields, even if there are great
distances between our mind and the Divine Mind, because there is a connection.
In these fields, this ability is focused on its goal - direct communication
with the Divine Mind, which is omnipresent.
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