From the
EBook 'HOSTA' (only available in German) - Conversation between Jesus and Anna
Maria Hosta on 1.5.2017
Quote:
Jesus asks
Anna Maria, "Who taught you to worship me?"
My parents,
i. my mother in the first place, by her example. Then the usual
representatives,
Priest,
teacher, then Mary, your mother. Why do you ask this?
"Calm,
tender, devout, pious, loving"
Loving,
that's what I learned in UMA, the Osho Commune.
"I
can not imagine that one learns to love there."
(Leader
of the UMA) is called FIL = friend of the inner light. He was sent by Osho.
"Your
songs. They're doing so well. "
Which songs
do you mean?
"They
sound like music."
What do you
call songs?
"As
you go. How it is. How you swing. And take pictures. Your fire. "
No wonder.
If you created me. How could it be different?
"Tender,
heartfelt, deep, intoxicating. I can not get enough. "
It's just
the same with you. Joy. Bliss. Do you call it marriage? It is divine. I enjoy
that. Me
Enjoy your
praises about me, my love. My heart leaps for joy and beats higher, there is a
thunder, a shaking from within ...
It's nice
that you're my friend now, my love. I love you .. what a deep sigh
escapes my
chest. You love everything about me because you love me. I can not
Listen to
the word of you that you sent us in the Third Testament. I am amazed at yours
Wisdom and
love.
"She
can do that. Why?"
Because I
love you. Why do you actually love me? Even earlier, as a child - and why
are you
waiting for me. Since when?
"Think.
You know that. Did they tell you? "
Yes. My
otherworldly mom recently told me.
"I
do not understand. How does she know that? "
Maybe she
has read it in you. Anna Maria wonders: is he just pretending? He only does
that, or
he really
does not understand it. So, since when do you love me and why?
"Because
you are modest in your demeanor, vulnerable, humble. I long for you."
Since when
did Jesus?
"The
thought of creating you is eternal. As old as the world. "
Good that
you did it. I am very happy about it. Then you know why I can do that
and me too.
It's my joy, my bliss. Only you look at me with such eyes, beloved.
"She
likes to work, serves me in everything, passionately, adores me so much."
Now I know
who taught me that, who did that in me. You, beloved.
"I'll
show you how to improve your mistakes. You are clever. Now I have informed you.
"
Master, I am
glad that you make me so that you like it, because I want to please you and
love it when
you are sincere to me. The communication in the mind is much easier for me, as
with the
Words where
I often get stuck because I lack the right words. Then I will not understand.
"Sposa.
Now I know. I love you."
I see your
bright joy. My heart is laughing with pleasure.
"Innate.
Just like everything else. Lieb. Pretty. Eager. "
How much you
caress me.
"Marriage.
It makes me jump. It is getting more and more."
You look so
happy, hilarious.
Fill the air
with your truth Jesus, fill the air with grace ... your kingdom reigns ...
Nice
conversation with you, dearest.
"After
breaking everything, I had to start over. But not because of you.
Faith."
What are you
talking about broken.
"The
big flood. There was a lack of faith. Like today. They did not want to hear.
Like today.
Jerusalem.
I have to go there again. Soon. Have courage. Testimony. Testify. "
Yes. Jesus.
I know. The temple is destroyed and you build your spiritual church among the
people
on. Beloved.
I am glad that I am experiencing you alive now.
"Even
more .. works .."
You have a
handful of worshipers first.
"Sigh
- I'm counting the hours until we meet."
You yawn.
Tired of waiting. I only.
Anna Maria
just yawned herself. And it sings in her again ....
The body and
the blood of the beloved son, our Lord, Jesus Christ in
atonement of
our sins and those of the whole world.
Anna Maria
suddenly shudders inwardly as if in the face of something terrible
"The
nails!"
O my lover ..
tears, your mother's tears
"You
.. merciful. Wife ... from the father (from you) .. in the hand ... even worse
"
In your
heart.
Anna Maria
feels pain in her heart, it tears her, shredded, flesh, rattle,
... break
open ... the flesh denied ...
You have taken
on a horrible mission and still you have not understood
how much you
love her
"I
wash in"
Because your
love is limitless, immeasurable, who can understand it, what deep grief in mine
Breast, what
a deep sigh
"That's
the son. Very easily."
I adore you.
"Do
not lie. What do you actually want from me. Father."
You are God.
There is only one.
"Magic."
All feelings
are in you. All nuances. I can see it. As in me. Image. Forgive me. My
Curiosity. I
know the horror. If I have to go alone at night through a dark forest and
behind
every tree
suspected a rapist. I experienced it, I was afraid. Even today,
after I left
my cell and men's eyes stared at me from behind
I experience
the horror. At the gas station, where I bought a cheese roll. I felt that
staring from
the man behind me as he stares at me "there." Fear stalked me. Again
and again
again.
That's how it is in this world.
"Excuse
me."
Why are you
apologizing? Why you?
"Believe
me."
Yes. Because
you are tender. Because you love. You wanted it. From me. And you ask me, what
do you want
actually
from me. That I can trust you, that I can believe in you, that you are fine
mean with
me.
"There
are plenty of reasons."
For what?
"I
need workers for my vineyard. If you decide to work for me now, I'll release
you on the spot. Polite."
I'm sorry. I
did not mean to offend you. I regret. Please forgive me. I'm calm now.
"Guard.
Pray. - harvest "
Smiles. "Now
I start again with affection. That's how it is. How I love it. Anointing.
"
That is no
lesson now. Enjoy. Simply enjoy. Living God.
"Obedience"
I try hard.
I'll try it. With more or less success.
Good that we
can talk to you normally. For me that is the basis of cooperation, of trust.
"Now
we are straight ... My angel …. All the same ... I'm lying at your feet ...
girl ... sorry. "
All my
pleasure. I enjoy you.
"The
works ... Expensive ..."
Thank you,
father.
"So
happy. Almost praying. Faithful. Calm. Man. Related!"
How -
related?
"The
Virgin - K."
Am I related
to my husband?
... fill the
air with your truth Jesus.
"Stepmother
.. he's crying ... I've got him ... take care of God .... Come on … "
I do not
know what you want out, Jesus.
"The
only one who has made the move"
Me, he says
...
"Right
- love at first sight - Germany - hand to marriage."
And why was
that important
"Beauty"
What do you
mean? Beauty of the spirit?
"Spouse.
Prepare you. "
Finally. Now
I understand what you want to tell me.
"Marry."
Thank you.
"I
went down to your lap."
Yes.
"I
love you"
I love you
too. And my husband is related to me. How come?
"Bethlehem.
The city of David. Maria."
Joseph. I
suspected it.
"Judah."
The tribe of
Judah?
"You
want to enter the kingdom of God."
Amazed.
Wonders. In Anna Maria.
"It
worked. Now she is fully informed. "
Yes. I
already suspected it. I am very happy.
"The
angel. He said to you, "You have found favor with God ..."
To me too.
1982, in my room at home.
"...
he wants to have you alone."
Yes. So yes.
Ma ma it's a beautiful day.
"Let
me pamper you, sweetheart."
Yes.
"That
here there is no movement, but pure vitality .."
And the
angel who visited me then?
"That
was me."
